Freedom Is Devotion!
Attaining Perfect Peace
by Bhakta Kevin Brown
Dear Prabhu Jerry,
Prabhu,
I was supposed to be released October 26, 2006 but it was reconsidered by the
parole board. My max out date is August
30, 2010. This is my actual release date
but they have given me another chance to parole in October 2008. Be sure of the fact that I will come to the
temple. Nothing can take me from Krsna because
I am eternally in His service and I do not have time for other engagements.
Your
servant,
Bhakta
Kevin
Those great souls that have realized the transcendental
glory, beyond the delusions of material nature, are undisturbed by the modes of
nature. I have experienced this peace
many times when insulted by nondevotees.
I have learned that, without having perfect peace and steadiness in the
service of the Lord, it is impossible for one to realize the divine glory that
resides beyond the confinement of material nature.
Today, I was told that my parole that was already given to me
has been reconsidered. Reconsidered
means they will not be releasing me anytime soon. Smiling, I thought to myself, “Oh, I must
have more work here that Krsna would like me to do.”
Peace and freedom cannot be truly obtained by materially
being released from prison. Such peace
must be obtained by the mercy of the Lord.
It is a peace that assures freedom from the shadowy cycle of birth and
death. Some fellow told me, “Man, you
are so peaceful. If I was you I would be
real blowed.” By not being conditioned
by my material senses, knowing that my love and peace as well as life is in
serving the Lord, I simply asked , “Why?”
Why would you be moved by
the works of material nature? This whole
world is constantly changing. Only one
who has realized this remains steady and unmoved by the rippling oceans of
delusions. One must steady one’s mind,
senses and intelligence. Remaining aloof
from the waves of the rushing senses, or one drowns in the oceans of repeated
birth and death.
The beauty of God shines
from the heart of one who is undisturbed and indifferent to the conflicting
illusory energy of maya. What is your
freedom without devotional service to the Supreme Lord, Krsna? You merely reenter the network of material
life seeking to gratify the senses which are the very cause of material
bondage.
My work here is not yet
finished. Many more souls need to hear
of the glories of the Lord. This is my duty.
Even in hell one who has realized the love of God remains undisturbed
and steady in the service of the Lord for he does not relate to the false
ego. May the love that has brought me
transcendental peace also allow you to see the beauty beyond material nature. This beauty
opens the door to the heart, saturating one in perfect peace.